11.26.2005

Big Development... Big Decisions

Yes. I have been MIA for a little bit, but with good cause.

I have one really huge development coming up, but I won't go into detail about it with blogland at least until February.

I'm buying a horse! Some of my family came in from out of town for the holidays, and one of my uncles owns a ranch and some horses. We all decided to take the Californian side of the family horseback riding: we had to show them how we Texans do it. Ha! I am a Texan, and every time I have ever ridden a horse I'd been petrified! Not yesterday. I started learning to ride it, and I feel in love with it.

Horses are beautiful animals. They are strong. They are fierce. They are soft. All in one package. So I dismounted for the 4th time and told my uncle that's it time to get me one. He's gonna go look for one for me, and hopefully I'll have him for my birthday. Initially, when I told him I wanted a horse he didn't belive me. I think he started believing me when I went to the bank and took out the money that he said it'd cost for my horse and handed it to him. Ima be a horseowner!

As for the big decision, I have a confession to make. I have secretly been keeping my relationship with a certain guy from you all here at blogland. We've actually been together for about seven months. He's everything that should be "better" for me. Today, I had to let him go. I'd never "broken up" with someone before, and of all people, he shouldn't have been the first. Everyone close to me thought he was great. Nothing was moving to quickly. But what everyone else thought was better for me just seemed to bore me half to death. There were no challenges with him. He never made me want to rip my hair out. He never frustrated me. He never caused me to think at all. He was intelligent but not so much so that he intrigued me. Sometimes I'd even think of other dudes while I should have been thinking of him. I can't be bored, and I just have to realized that what everyone else thinks should be good for me, just won't meet my requirements. What everyone else thinks is best simply bores me... so I'll wait. But I can't be bored.

4 comments:

The Important One said...

All I am going to say is WOW :-/

Be Easy.Be You.

EXSENO said...

I miss having horses, when my husband was alive we always had horses. As for the guy, don't please anyone but yourself. They are not the one dating him.

EXSENO said...

I miss having horses when my husband was alive we always had at least one or more, as for the guy, don't please anyone but yourself. But I think you are wise enough to already know that. they are not dating him you are, so you go girl.

Candydiva04 said...

Good for you!! I'm a firm beleiver in not settling for anything. If I can't have what I want, I don't want anything at all! whih would explain why i'm usually single, lol.